Saturday, August 14, 2010

Sleepless night~

haiz..what to do? another day of sleepless night..><..
slept too long in the afternoon.
and I have basketball later on 8am...@@..
( p/s : afraid of getting a muscle cramp later on )


well...
since i cant sleep,
been thinking of 2 things.
it is holiday now,
so it got nothing to do with exams or any school stuff.

1st thing i thought of every time i hadn't been sleeping well is....
BASKETBALL of course...

there many things in basketball to think of..
main thing is " HOW to IMPROVE ? "
i don't really had a trainer,
so i don't really grasp my basics well.
all i did is playing with experienced basketball players

" IS THERE ANY ROOM FOR IMPROVEMENT? "
hmm...i guess so...
but very little,
because.....
i'm major in Engineering !
NOT Basketball !

just felt envy,
a guy with height of 170 can jump 1 feet higher than me..a 180.....
@@..

okay....about the 2nd thing i was thinking while i was insomnia-ing
ya ya..is " RELATIONSHIP "

hmm...
don't really have any comment to comment...
its soo soo sooo complicated..
that is why,
I ( Leow Wei Lin ) am still single !!

After those bad memories about relationship thingy..
i really got phobia of it.
plus, after being single for 2 - 3 years.
i cant really differentiate what is LOVE and LIKE.
What makes one Love one ?
What makes one Like one ?

the main problem is...
DO i really want to be in a relationship?
or
i just need someone to love or to be love ?

hmm..that is actually a good question.
i don't really know the answer. ><
but i guess there are a lot of people facing this kind of problem too..
so i "think" it is normal.... i think...

At the end, i'll leave it to god to decide about it !
Let me just do what i'm suppose to do now,
and let tomorrow to be tomorrow.

" Chess on the 04,
1 on the 07,
Date on the the 09,
infinite is the time " =)

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